I used to be like every other Gen Y person, living life through social media. Every day, I would scroll endlessly through my news feed, whether I was at home or out and about. For about 6.5 years, I was an active Facebook user until I made the decision to quit completely. Why? Because I realized it was taking over my life. I started noticing how much I used Facebook to shape my daily experiences.
Having Facebookâor any social media, reallyâmade me feel anxious, depressed, and, at times, like a failure. Every time I went online, it felt like everyone else was living the dream. If they werenât travelling, they were getting engaged, married, or landing incredible jobs while I wasnât. I found myself constantly comparing my life to theirs, feeling insecure because of the ânoiseâ social media addedâa never-ending stream of opinions, thoughts, and photos of other people.
It wasnât just the comparisons. Peopleâs posts sometimes triggered negative emotions, even if I barely knew them. For instance, on Facebook, we can write anything we want. But what bothered me the most was when someone aired their grievancesâbe it about their partner, family, friends, or coworkersâso the whole world could see. People who didnât even know the full story would chime in, and before long, it turned into a collective venting session. And donât get me started on the constant complaints about how tough life is.
Let me clarify: Iâm not claiming to be perfect or immune to these habits. Iâve made my fair share of mistakes on social media too. But as I grew older, I realized that spreading hatred and negativity online wasnât wise. It reflected poorly on me as a person. Gradually, I began spending less and less time on Facebook. Over time, I understood that I didnât need to know what everyone else was up toâor share every detail about my own life. It was entirely possible to live without knowing where others were, what they were doing, or what they thought about my latest meal, outfit, or activity.Â
Learning to Let Go
I started reducing my Facebook usage at the beginning of 2016. At first, it was challenging to break the habit. But eventually, I got used to living without it. Before quitting completely, I rarely posted status updates or commented on othersâ posts because I realized I didnât need to share my thoughts with everyone. Sometimes, itâs okay to let thoughts remain just thatâthoughts.
So, howâs my life now without Facebook? Honestly, itâs been great. I often go through dramatic purges in my life, and Facebook just happened to be one of those things I let go of. Without it, I feel more centered, grateful, and less exposed. Iâve also found time to focus on things that matter moreâlike learning Spanish. ÂĄHola! ÂżCĂłmo estĂĄs?
Itâs been about a year since I left Facebook. While that might not seem like a long time, it feels significant now that Iâm no longer glued to the app. I feel like my own person again. Iâm more productive and less concerned about othersâ opinions, and I compare myself only to the person I was yesterday. Without Facebook, Iâm free to live my life without shaping it to look good online.
Itâs Not About Facebook, Itâs About Me
Donât get me wrongâI donât think Facebook is âevilâ or ruining the world. In fact, it can be an incredible tool and used in beautiful ways. But for me, it became a tempting distraction that clogged up my brain. At the end of my life, I know I wonât look back proudly on the hours spent curating posts and chasing likes, shares, and hearts. Instead, I might regret wasting so much time on something so fleeting.
Yes, I may not be as close to certain Facebook friends anymore. But Iâve gained something much more valuableâa happier, more peaceful life.
Thinking of quitting?
For anyone considering deactivating Facebook, hereâs my advice: just do it! At first, you might feel lost when you open your browser and donât know where to go. But donât worryâit wonât last long. Soon, youâll discover new ways to spend your time and maybe even pick up a new hobby.
Final Thoughts
What Iâve shared here is my personal experience. Others might feel differently, and thatâs okay. This is my life, and you have yours. Letâs be realâFacebook doesnât force anyone to overshare. Social media doesnât overshare; people do. Oversharing isnât a social media problemâitâs a character flaw.
X, Hani.
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